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//Monday, August 08, 2005 9:56:00 PM
_][ BrOkEn DrEaMs ][_
i dun tink tat my b'dae wish will come true...it has nvber come true b4...ferever it will not happened...it has alrdy broken up...deep inside mi is alrdy broken...now all hav left of mi is wad i pretend to be...so together yet so broken up deep inside...no one was ever dere...when i needed eu much...eu were not dere...i alwaes notice eu...i noe eu were feeling sad...i noe...bt eu ne?hav eu?eu onli noe how to tok bad tings...pouring cold water on mi...bt i nvber pour on eu b4 lorh...haiz...1 sided love is alwaes so painful...eu show as if eu lyk mi...bt eu act as if eu dun lyk mi...wad is tis...i reallie dun noe lerh lorh...i dun noe how to turn to anione...choy...i am so sorrie...not i dun wan to sae it out...not i dun wan to share...lyk todae in yur hse...not i hav nth to sae...is i reallie dun noe how to share...i dun noe how to turn to eu...i dun noe!i am reallie so sorrie...until the dae i noe how to share lerh den i tel eu bah...my hartt and dreams were shattered...into millon pieces...will eu help mi to put back?it will alwaes leave a scar dere...not so much on the scar...is the painful memories tat will stae dere ferever...put mi back into pieces again hao ma...?i cant depend on eu i guess...i will depend on myself bah...i will try...try to put myself up together to wad i used to be...bt i tink it will be very difficult...it will be very tough...PAIN!!go awae pls...eu r torturing mi...it is painful...i reallie feel lyk crying lorh...hu noes i cry everidae?i can sae is everidae lorh...i reallie dun noe y...maebe is cuz i hearing sad music and tinkin abt eu and everiting...everi problems...am ireallie tat bad...?so mani qus pop up in my mind...will it be ans?if it will be...hu will ans fer mi...?will the ans be correct?can i believe?i wished tat sumone can take my life awae...i reallie dun wan to leave animore lorh...i am reallie very tired of tis life...wad makes mi so sure tat life is meaningless...?cuz of tis problems...broken dreams...despair...broken promises...disappointment...sadness...& loneliness...i am reallie so fear...FEAR!!!ah...take my life awae bah...i will felt beta...i will leave in slience...quietly...peacefully...maebe?
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