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//Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:40:00 PM
- WhAt Am I? -
i am selfish...okay...fine...i am...aniwae i am in the darkness le...i lyk devil hurting everyone arnd miee...i bring unhappieness to everyone...so wad if i tel ppl how miserable i felt...?in the end...?wad i get is saeing tat i am selfish...hahaha...foolish miee...bt oso 4get it le...shi is rite...i am selfish...yes i am selfish...seems lyk there is no one i can turn to...there is 1 ting which will nt run awae...tat is the blog...i can alwaes log in to blogger and start blogging...atleast there is sumting to let miee to tok to...i cant find ani reason to let miee smile...all i can do is to put on a fake smile...other ppl wans a fake smile other than a real miee...fine...since other ppl wans it lyk tat...den let it be lyk tat...i scare i cant even put on a fake smile...i feel lyk i am wearing a mask...outside smiling...bt inside...crying...anione can sense miee crying?anione noe i am feeling veri sad?i lyk tokin to a whole world of darkness...i am juz lyk the ghost tokin to the human...they dun notice my present...nor absent...cuz it is the same...i am wondering...wondering endlessly...lyk there is nvber ending in tis dark pit...wad is happieness?how u wan miee to smile when i cant even 4get wad happened...?learn to 4give and 4get...so wad if i 4give?i still cant 4get...i reallie dun noe y...i dun understand...y friendship oso drifted apart?y...tel miee y...izzit becuz i am too selfish?or i am nt there when they needed miee...?is there aniting left 4 miee to live on?i guess no...family?no...fren?no...tings?no...even myself wanna leave...i am very tired le...i am reallie reallie very tired le...i wan to rest...bt how to?y isn't anione here?feel lyk huggin sumone now...feel lyk crying on sumone 's shoulder...y isn't there anione...?seems lyk i am askin the com...com oso cant help miee...onli can help by lettin miee to log in to blogger...i am livin in a cold cold place...so dark tat i cant even see a single ting...haiiz.....
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